FuanDevil

I couldn't do it, I broke. I had an appointment today, to see if I had autism, I didn't go. I broke down crying I go so fucking stressed that I broke. I flipped out at mum. I hate myself.

useless. again.

I woke up today feeling great, I stayed on my phone for a while but still bored, I finally got up but didn't shower. I really didn't feel like living life today. I got some food and went back upstairs to bed, my daily routine at this point, Staying on my laptop talking with my friends on Discord. I stayed like this for most of the day, useless. Though I decided to change it up today by washing my puppy, bear, and after brushed and fell asleep with her. I've been talking to this really cute guy I met on IMVU, I added him on sc and we didn't talk for the first day or two, but after putting a snap of a discord chat up he asked for my discord and we continued to talk for an hour or two, the last few hours he talked about his girlfriend and the fact that all they do is fight and the fact that his ex friend tried to break them up and basically that she found out his true age because at first he lied about it because he thought he would get treated differently and that its not...

She pounded on the door, heart racing, she could feel her heart in her throat, pounding away as she struggled to breathe, gasping for air at any chance she could. Desperate. Her vision fades in and out, black. The cold air grips at her throat with anger and sadness. panic.